"because of the loneliness which became natural for me.."

i love the song "DBSK - nothing better than that"... I dont know, the lyrics (some part of it) reflects my life... ehh =0 ! no, no, no, no (Junsu, hehehe ^^) .. my life is not about Love or couple thingy, its more about friendship xD

sometime feeling is just hard to explain, thats why people attend to show action beyond their feelings but not to talk or explain it, yeah. what am i mumbling about?

like jidz said, the youngest seems to act cheerful but no one will know how lonely they are...

and jidz right, i'm always get lonely even thou how many friends are there for me, i will still get lonely. no one would ever understand me, if i coudn't even understand myself.

day by day, i live in loneliness, then light comes, no. those lights are from someplace that are far from me, but those lights save from drown in a complete darkness.

and those lights are none other than this five boys; Park Yoochun, Kim Junsu, Kim Jaejoong, Shim Changmin and Jung Yunho - DBSK

they are the reason for my smile now, and for my happiness.

we aren't going to meet each other, DBSK-ah! but please remember, i'll always stay here waiting for you to come, waiting and keep waiting...

my moments of hurtness was last year, i cried badly and my life was a HELL, but then I'm able to stand strong mostly because of them

thank you DBSK-ah~