I wanted to yell, to scream, to cry out my deepest feelings. but I know, I'm not that brave enough to let it all out.

Ever since yesterday I read those text, I felt so... those feelings I can't even describe. I missed someone, someone that I hate, someone that I knew.

Does my voice reach her? Could she be miss me the way I am now? Could she be in pain the way I'm holding this endless pain?

She turns her back when she beside me, she talks with someone else and laughs with them. Everything's different now. I missed our moments. Don't you feel the same?

Will you ever read my post?

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I don't know what're you doing now, or - are you okay now?

whoever she is, I miss you dear friend..